I decided to go up Sat. I was going to get gas in sidecar rig & a car pulled out in front of me, out of a gas station. Integral brakes did their job, no biggy. Woke up at 2am with anxiety and preceded to get lit until 4am to get back to sleep. Sat morning felt like crap so called it off. My gut feeling is it's not safe riding sometimes, and I pay attention to it more now than I used to. Just another rally some other time.